Time, Life, Death... shit!

incredible ain't it... how the human mind forgets.
argh!
i haven't posted in so long.

i don't feel that obliged.


but then again.

do i ever feel obliged?
to do... anything?


i think not.

I had a 3am deep philosophical conversation with my friend...

and at 4:11... i am still buzzing while she sleeps.
so what do i do?


post online of course.

I have watched Waking Life this night...
and i am pretty much in that mindset.


you want to think, say and discuss every ever-living thought that comes into your head about life.

its pathetic, but argh!

jesus, i love philosophy.
so much unknown information has come to me tonight.


so much energy.

ARGH!


I want to sleep, so i can attempt a lucid dream.
I want to read, so i feel enlightened.
I want to watch something dumb... to distract me from how much activity is going on in my brain right now.




I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW... I HAVE NOT FELT THIS MUCH ACTIVITY IN MY MIND, FOR MONTHS...
YEARS EVEN.


i need to stop wasting my brain, its a precious thing.

I should think more.

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I'm just letting you know I am Okay.

:D

My kittens are getting extremely big.

Happiness, Its My Life. I'm Myself.

I feel as though I have never fully lived up to this moment.
I feel completely loved.
I feel as if my life is complete.
Its so odd for me.
I know feelings like this do not last, but i'm enjoying the moment.

and, as evil as it sounds, I feel like I am enjoying my life... So much more than people around me, I hope this feeling doesn't end.
It feels as if everything is about to begin for me.
Like a total new road, for this new year.

I had a whole 2008 of hardship... Am I getting my karma back?
Maybe this is just the beginning and everything and everyone will time in with me.
and things will just begin to click into place.

Life & Death; Basic Recycling.

A well this picture is not an unknown one.
You may or may not have seen it before, I know I have...

So this is the cycle huh?
This is your whole life and then you enter this hollowed out half a donut shaped thing, that suspiciously looks like the ∞ sign and BOOM! some half way between this small tube, you are squashed, stretched out inserted with this mystical 'Youth' serum and BAM! out ya pop of your new mother's vagina! You're crying like a Banshee because you're thinking "How the fuck did I get here when I was just in that 'Fun Tunnel of Death'??" and these strangers are crying for joy like you're their bloody messiah... Welcome to your new world.

Oh and by the way, you'll remember your whole past life until the point you start talking and then you'll have gotten so used to your 'new' world that all you'll remember is how to say 'Dadda' or 'Truck'.


Oh and this repeats every lifetime, so enjoy eternity!





- Nihilist's sarcastic view on Reincarnation.

Lack of Inspiration & Too Much of The Cramps.

More works of Un-Art, fueled by too much Psychobilly and free time.
I don't have much inspiration nowadays. My brain feels like its turning into jelly, I should read more.
But I never do.

I hope I don't have ADD.

But I do appreciate this free time, since its my holidays and next year I am going to die from stress and I won't have any time for anything else.

I am scared about next year, really scared.

D:

Anyway enjoy.

I like showing my shite art to no one.
:)

Baked Beans and Toast.

I felt ugly today.
So whats a good comfort eating food that won't make you feel guilty afterwords?

Mi Goreng always makes me feel like shit, so I needed something new.

Good Ol' Baked Beans and Toast I think!

and yes, success! I don't feel like crap.

I suggest you guys eat more!



but beware...



It could attract wild animal attacks.









I'm feeling light hearted today ^_______^

My Releasing Work of Un-Art.

Ah,
"What is this shit?"

aaaaaaaah, my release... When days are rough and the nights spent sleepless, and the whole world is going by and what am I, me, myself... What am I doing?
I work one day,
I sleep the next,
I see someone who doesn't care about me,
and I spend my days feeling life is wasted.
I watch mindless TV, or talk to people I hardly know on any given social networking site and then I am empty...
I never let myself think these thoughts, so I feel the distractions wash over me like luke warm cream.
So I decided to buy a drawing pad.
A little $3 key to my mind.
I started doodling today, and this is all I have created.





ah, my mind is probably empty anyway.
I'll show you if my brain decides to create anything else.