Time, Life, Death... shit!

incredible ain't it... how the human mind forgets.
argh!
i haven't posted in so long.

i don't feel that obliged.


but then again.

do i ever feel obliged?
to do... anything?


i think not.

I had a 3am deep philosophical conversation with my friend...

and at 4:11... i am still buzzing while she sleeps.
so what do i do?


post online of course.

I have watched Waking Life this night...
and i am pretty much in that mindset.


you want to think, say and discuss every ever-living thought that comes into your head about life.

its pathetic, but argh!

jesus, i love philosophy.
so much unknown information has come to me tonight.


so much energy.

ARGH!


I want to sleep, so i can attempt a lucid dream.
I want to read, so i feel enlightened.
I want to watch something dumb... to distract me from how much activity is going on in my brain right now.




I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW... I HAVE NOT FELT THIS MUCH ACTIVITY IN MY MIND, FOR MONTHS...
YEARS EVEN.


i need to stop wasting my brain, its a precious thing.

I should think more.